Come, Break Me Down, Bury Me Bury Me

[humble_star]

I am concerned. Worried in that way that plagues me every night when I go to sleep, wracking my brain for things to panic over. I am concerned that the person I am is not good enough for all that I have. I am concerned that I am on a path of sheer sabotage, as I always am in relationships. They never end happily for me. I have never left anyone I

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[closer2the_edge]

well....you're gonna have to push real hard this time round if you wanna get rid of me, cause i aint planning on goin no where.....

[ions_love]

Have you ever read any of Erikson's stages of psychological development? It's actually pretty incredible how acurate it is. If you get the chance to do a search and read the stages you might find somethings that would help you understand whats going on. There is nothing wrong with you, you may just still be proccessing steps. Nothing that you could have avoided. Maybe if you read it you can understand it and make steps at being happier. I would first start with stage initmacy vs. isolation. Its actually a stage that you are in at the moment. The constant feeling of wanting to find someone else may be a cause of you trying to find your self at this stage in your life. I would seriously take some time and read this and maybe even try talking with someone who understands it.

Hmm like maybe me..lol

[humble_star]

so basically. i'm as psychologically developed as..an infant! just kidding. thank you. i'll look into it. but who's going to give me the pills when we figure out my brain's malfunctioned?