seeing as how i haven't received my last 2 paychecks from my work, i am now at a point of bringing ramen to work to cook in a microwave. it's not as if i have to resort to that, but if i want all my savings to last for as long as possible, i need to start cutting back on the things such as dining out for lunch and dinner. i am going for maybe only ( Read more... )

10 am - took the emg and ncv tests today. i think that there are probably torture techniques similar to that. think needle put in various muscles and they twirl the needle around and move it to the left/right while it's in you and then they tell you to do things to make your muscle flex. the one between my thumb and index finger sucked. but i'm ( Read more... )

got my new skateboard setup. pretty cute. never had a complete matchingish setup before in my life. then again when i used to skate they didn't have such fancy trucks. so far i've only had time to go a couple times... been pretty busy lately.

thought i would be starting adventures in romania on monday, but that was pushed back. i'm not sure when ( Read more... )

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it's been about 2 years since i posted anything in any blog type deal. a lot has happened but i don't want to live in the past. i guess i'm going to try to start jammin on this thing, for venting, for enjoyment, for just trying to remember since i have the worst memory ever.

bust it.

Originally posted on hummuscide.vox.com

hmmm...

Originally posted on hummuscide.vox.com

"...you were right all along. i can't handle life. but see the thing is, i can handle life, i just can't handle humans."

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

i just became a very bitter person