god i freaking hate this life! im not in the mood to even be alive anymore! ahhh im stuck inside this hell and right now im just sickened. literally to the point of throwing up. yes it has happened. i had a time of a little less than half way peace but not anymore. it all has to come flooding back doesnt it. its impossible to have peace in this ( Read more... )

Why does life work the way it does...i know that we dont need the answers to all of lifes questions but still...im trying to make sense of it all...im desperate for hope...darkness is clouding my view and im not sure were to go...im confused and want answers but im not in the mood to bring it up with who i need to bring it up with....i feel like i ( Read more... )

wow...livejournal is interesting....its kinda fun because you can just bash people and stuff....and they wont know about it...but you have to actually watch it because sometimes you dont know who might read it muaha...ive been lucky on that a few times....like the deleting of the entry seconds before they read it so they dont get pissed at you.... ( Read more... )

gosh this song is just unbelievably way to true....i know many people dont realize it but....when something is going on with you and its really hard to even tell anyone just because they probably wouldnt get it or would just give you the stupid "it will get better" advice which is 200000 percent of the time NEVER TRUE...there are people that you ( Read more... )

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the juliana theory really does rock my world...and i should have gone to their concert but whatever that is over n done...and ashlee or taylor really need to answer their phones so that we can hang out tomorrow bc that would just rock..today was a really boring day and my mother is driving me NUTS get me out of my house...i ended up just walking ( Read more... )

well....my day was actually pretty good...surprisingly enough this morning i was so tired that i was hyper if that makes any sense whatsoever...last night was fun though cuz we went out to dinner and had the longest wait ever but it was cool and exciting and then me steph n jesse went to stephs apartment and it rocked...which on the way jesse was ( Read more... )

well today was me relaxing day i have hung out with maggie for the past two days and her gorgeous adorable puppy haha shes so fun and we cant have a gcart day this week cuz its gonna rain how annoying well i started takin down my border today and its hard stuff to do haha im surprised i havent fallen off the ladder yet...but i havent seen some ( Read more... )

just got home from maggies house we went to the summit haha it was soo awesome and i called daniel and talked to him and he is gonna come over saturday and give me his sexy abercrombie shirt haha its gonna rock we are such friends haha and him n brad are gonna go swimmin with me n maggie its gonna be really fun but anyway i get to go to the rockin ( Read more... )

havent updated this in quite a bit it seems im so glad maggie is home we have been doin stuff a lot and im glad dwights home too we have made a master plan to make money its gonna rock haha but its gonna make somone else quite pissed but oh well i got sunburned yesterday in my pool cuz i didnt put sunscreen on my back and it hurts now and i got my ( Read more... )