I am alone.

I feel very reflective at the moment
while cupping my hands over my ear
to hear the ocean,
while petting my sick kitten who drank
from paintbrush water.

Do you ever just want to disappear? And I don't mean die.

I mean just evaporate. Cease to ever exist. Zapped from all dimensions of time and space.

One more day to go.

Wish me luck!

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