We could not say the words
For words were not of use
Letters, Ashes, Papers, Dust,
The words I could not choose
They’re scattered widely in the void
But I wanted most
Were all those times
-- Unspoken
When God could hear us both.

Fixing It ( Read more... )

i haven't quite figured out why this title has been ringing in my head, but all i can think is
"they kill single people, don't they?"

I cannot fix it
I haven’t the strength
I cannot reach you
I haven’t the length
I cannot leave it
I haven’t the heart
But I fear that the vastness
Will pull us apart.

i'm trying. i am. and i'm going to keep trying, but wanting and working and giving and asking and praying doesn't seem to get me there. SO what do i do? do i keep in the cycle? how i am supposed to foresee the route? all i know is if i dont i'll regret it. I am losing parts of myself to doubt and to worry. I am losing him from fear of what i ( Read more... )

Parentheses

What happens to a 
parethesis
if it is never cloed?
Does it eventurally blend 
into the original train of
thought
like the just remembered 
profession of the third 
person in the preist, the rabbi, 
and that guy joke?

Or does it keep going 
like an infinitly 
expanding universe
(a concept 
whose incomprehensibility
reduced a seven-year-old me 
to tears ( Read more... )

Bad Beauty Practice

Painting your nails right before bed
is not a good idea

the stench of your 
freshly laquered tips
fills your nostrils
with a chemical smell
that you're almost certain (after
lengthy exposure) could kill
a small, furry animal - probably
the same king this toxic beauty
paint was tested on.

But - you consolation prize
for indirectly killing a ( Read more... )

Untitled

Did you ever hear sounds
or music
so completely out of place, 
you searched surrounding faces 
for some sign
of acknowledgment?

Maybe it's the attempt
to assure yourself
No - you are not crazy
May be it is the attempt to find
A common thread
stretched
between two foreheads

- eyes crinkling into an 
embarrased smile.

Voice

I had a 
love affair with the
voice
( Read more... )

ive never really believed in the idea of a soul mate. one person made onut there to complete you. in my book, that's just impractical - i shoul dbe complete in and of myself. but that's not what this is about. i just wanted to marvel at how i feel i have found soul mates in my friends. there are a few people on this earth that, no matter what is ( Read more... )

oh i am so sick of this.