four10en = meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

..peace..

Unsurity is as painful as pergatory. I don't know first hand, but I've witnessed it. I've witnessed it close up to where I know, it's not anything I want to feel ( Read more... )

and part we must, but not for long. just for a while. as i look down the ROAD I WILL BE TRAVELING, i see your face. i know you are apart of my future. i had that feeling when i first saw you. i put my fingers to my mouth, puker a kiss, and blow it your way. we are destined to be in each other's lives.

I got paid $120 to watch my mom's dogs while she went out of town. I baught a flat iron, with ceramic plates, gas, beer, and some dairy queen with that money. Gooood spending ( Read more... )

Lynn and I sat out and tanned Tuesday afternoon. It was amazingly hot. I could feel the sun in my pores. But I darkended up nice. I got a little red where I missed with the sun screen. Today the red has gone down A LOT. When I took her to our mom's, my mom and I got into a big fight. I even yelled- something I don't really do when I"m argueing with ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a brilliant day. Again I was completely relaxed and excited that I was hanging out with my friends like we used to. This summer has made me realize how much I miss them and how important they are in my life. Over at Chad's was myself, Jen, Crystal, Annie, another girl, Chad, Kenneth, Chris, Bronson, Ben, and Matt. If I weren't have ( Read more... )

Crystal and Kenneth are the oldest friends I have. I've known Crystal since we were 12 and Kenneth since we were 14. I haven't hung out with them a lot lately so last night we all decided to get together. We met up at Chris' house. Colin was there and I've known him for a long time too, but we only became friends our senior year of high school. ( Read more... )

Dear Mother ( Read more... )

When we were together was he thinking of her? I watched a movie where that was the case. I thought back to a particular night and wondered if while he was on top of me, was he thinking of being on top of her? Most times I'd rather know the truth; meanwhile, other times, would I crumble if it were so? Either way, I don't have the nerve to ask. I don ( Read more... )