Since graduation I have found myself with a dearth of time on my hands, which has lead to a great deal of introspection and reflection (though not the standard emo variety to which I have become accustom) and it has lead me down a road of renewal and rebirth, a personal renaissance if you will, regarding how I view myself, the world, and the way ( Read more... )

must....graduate...oh god with the praying

Lou is bugged and shot up with drugs
He sweats this bird he hardly knows
All that he wants is to see someone
He respects without their clothes

~*~

That about sums me up right now.

Here's a song I wrote on July 1st, 2005. I can't remember what was going on in my life at the time that prompted this event, but it is dated as such, so I believe it. Excuse any amateurism you may detect, I was but a young lad, not nearly as refined or skilled in wordcraft as I am now ( Read more... )

n/t

What an odd day. Henry from a month ago would have broken down by now and succumbed under the weight of his own misery, but not me. I feel fine, though. It's almost disconcerting how unattached to the situation I've let myself become. It's really amazing how far I've come, and I can probably go a lot further. What an exciting time to be alive ( Read more... )

Man, I'm in a really good place right now ( Read more... )

I'm reading an ASF manuscript entitled 'The Blueprint'. It is a really compelling and interesting look into male/female relationship dynamics and really makes you realize all the bullshit you tell yourself about there only being one true love and antagonizing over that one girl just isn't worth your time.

In fact, doing so makes you less ( Read more... )

Sorry for the past few incoherent entries. I haven't really been in the right mind set to narrative the events of my life over the past few weeks, it's all getting to be a little much ( Read more... )

maybe its better this way...