Is it normal to hv suicidal thoughts? Sometimes when I was crossing the road, I wished a vehicle could run me over. Then I need not slog my life away, need not pay debts, need not go through life. Just end it all.

I hvnt been in the best of moods this week. Aside from being sick, I just feel so horrible about myself amidst all the work that I hv to do. Cant wait for this week to be over and start a brand new week. I need to stop feeling inferior and just keep going.

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2.25am and here I am trying to get myself focused for the preparation of my final test ): Totally wasted my Thursday. I was thinking randomly. Although I always pick on the nitty gritty stuff, I realised you will listen and think about it if you were given some time. I need to be more understanding and loving. It must be tough dealing with a ( Read more... )

Random thought in the middle of the night. K was someone I knew since I was 17. That was in 2008. Knew meaning that I knew of his existence but didn't know him personally. Although I didn't know him, I also didn't place him in the friend zone. Hahaha sounds damn childish, but that's what most girls do for guys they meet; categorising >.<~ At the ( Read more... )

Each time I think about it, I will get super scared and start crying. Worrying and praying every night. For my whole life, I hv been afraid of you. Each time I want to face this fear and overcome it, I think about all the horrifying experiences Ive had. Those experiences make me pull back from my courage. This fear is greater than all the courage I ( Read more... )

R: I'm sad. You never wish me anything for first day of school.
K: I forgot.
R: I don't care. You have to make it up to me.
K: Have a good 2nd day of school.

This person so annoying.. But it made me laugh hahaha ♡♡

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I must not compare. You are who you are and I will love every part of you. I must not impose my expectations on you, for every person expresses his love differently. Give and do not expect returns. But give because I love you.

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Though I always say friends are not important to me, Im super envious of girls who have that one super close girl friend in school): Sometimes I feel like a total lost sheep, like I dont fit in. Actually, I dont think I even hv a close girl friend whom I can text abt anything and everything. My convos w girls always end so quickly and we hv nth to ( Read more... )

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