A few of us were discussing people who feel the need to buy big flashy things in order to feel better about themselves.  We all agreed that some people need to purchase the "best" because it is a self-esteem boost.  In this conversation; we all started talking about Jason and his spending habits.  It made me realize that Jason is a materialistic ( Read more... )

I think I may have met a really, REALLY great guy :)  Don't want to get my hopes up completely...but this guy seems to have all the great qualities I am looking for in a guy; good morals, family values, great sense of humor, personality, motivated, good looks, great bod, has a great job working in an ER, lives on his own and he just seems happy in ( Read more... )

Yesterday was seriously one of the best days I have had in a very long time.

Started with a trip to Toledo Zoo for Charlie's Birthday...with Marlowe, Mike and Kelly.  We took 1 car and 1 bike down to Toledo.  The weather was absolutely beautiful; sunny, blue sky and not too warm/not too hot!  A lot of the animals were out and active, which is ( Read more... )

  
   Last night was Wednesday Night at Winter Garden.  This week it was only Charlie, Marlowe, Mike and I...a smaller group.  While playing a few games of pool, this guy came and sat at a table next to us.  He was alone.  He watched us play for a little bit then started to comment on some of our shots.  He kept smiling at me and giving me the "come ( Read more... )

I decided that maybe I should start writing in this thing again.  It is always nice to go back and look through your journals...you can use them as proof, you can use them as reassurance or you can use them for good laughs!

In recent news; I am for the most part single, but still seeing John as FRIENDS.  We are both coming to realize it is hard ( Read more... )

   I don't know what is worse, having an interest in someone and not getting the same interest back or liking someone, thinking they have an interest in you and then finding out that they already have a girlfriend.

Unfortunately, both of these have hit me in the last few days.  This guy I have been slowly working my way into getting to know ( Read more... )

   I was looking through my old entries and realized it has been awhile since I have written in this thing.  There have been many changes in my life since the last time I written; changes for the better!  So far I am enjoying living on my own very much.  Sometimes it can get lonely but it is always nice when friends will stop by for a few hours to ( Read more... )

Well, it is offical. Jason and I, after being in a relationship for 4 1/2 years are now living together. I have strong hopes and beliefs that we are going to make it, but there are some things that I believe are going to come between us ( Read more... )

    Yesterday I got to meet with the Sheriff and Human Resources to find out some of the details of my new job.  Starting May 1st, my shift is going to be 8:30-4:30 (not bad!), Monday thru Friday, and I actually get a paid lunch.  The bad part is that I am not getting placed in Records, I am getting placed in Correctional Services...which means ( Read more... )

  
    I know there are those few people out there that get call after call after call because they are "important people".  I also know there are people like me who NEVER get any calls but yet still carry their phone on them at all times.  There are the type of people that expect to get calls just to feel like they are important/popular.  This is ( Read more... )