Why do I attract these losers? Seriously! This sucks!I just want them all to leave me be. The guys I want don't want me and the ones that actually want me I'm not the slightest bit interested in! I just want to move away and start over. Take risks and meet ppl! But for now just...just...STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME ( Read more... )

So update...hmm. Went shopping friday with Meg, went to the hospital and found out I'm healthy, went shopping Saturday with Natalie, drank and watched movies Saturday night...told David I was taking him as my date to parties in the summer while I was buzzed, David said OK! Haha Natalies room smelled soo much like booze when my mom came to pick me ( Read more... )

I need something to believe in because the world is going down the drain. There's nothing anymore. There's nothing in christianity I believe in or would ever give into but I'm really affraid I'm going to collapse into the reaching grasps of Aglicanism. They have been after me all my life and being eightteen I feel I have finally grown into my own ( Read more... )

Want to know one of the reasons that I and you should watch American Idol? To see Paula Abdul plastered on National television every week. Seriously! Seriously...Is that chick EVER sober?? She could hardly stand last night and she kept blabbering and slurring her words ( Read more... )

That show cracks me up. The boy was making Jesus jokes while Bernie is all hardcore catholic ( Read more... )

Since this is a party holiday I would like to make a notice to the next party holiday ( Read more... )

His music is almost deliscious! Oh man. Songs you NEED to download: "Vultures", "Belief", and "Slow Dancing in A Burning Room ( Read more... )

Work was exceptionally good...because it was good with the exception of John. I don't know. He walked by me. Look directly at me. And didn't give me a hello or acknowlegement I was alive. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO! Why? I don't understand any of this! Oh I need Ryan online RIGHT now because when he looked at me I almost fell to the floor and cried. ( Read more... )

That was a blast. haha many memorable quotes like ( Read more... )

now...I was replyng to Sam's comment (if you read it then you'll understand this) and I realized that Justin is a whore. Even if you don't like him, please read the lyrics to this song. I felt like I was actually in the strip club watching Justin dance around on his dirty little stage ( Read more... )