So i never update here - I'm gonna try somewhere else.... http://joannesgotafeelin.blogspot.com/

i feel bad  for kate. i used to be the biggest jon fan .. . now i think he's the biggest DICK. seriously. ugh. he's so angry and mean and ... ick. her eyes look so sad.

everyone likes a happy ending.

i miss blogging i just never have anything to say worth reading anymore ( Read more... )

well i am still alive - just barely. this year has been totally nuts for me. I have been in and out of hospital 6 times since December. My kidneys are really giving me beating! I started chemo (which they also give for immune diseases) in January. I go to the hospital once a month for that - let me tell you - it's like nothing i can describe. I ( Read more... )

so i'm here and alive, i read whenever i can, not as often as before - my internet was kaput for the longest timebut is now fixed.

so yeah.

i'm around.

 So have i mentioned before I am  a total mtv reality junkie. Although I'm thinking reality should be in some kind of  "quotation ( Read more... )

this has been just a horrible horrible week... every day another blow - i'm hoping tomorrow brings some good news so just pray or cross or do something to help me out here. please.

So. My brother got married yesterday... check out the wedding pics it was purty

 So tomorrow is the big wedding day. I can't believe my little brother is getting married - and after last weeks drama I am trying really hard to not be angry and bitter and enjoy the day. Its hard though - I mean - a lot of things were said and even if they were out of anger they have really stung me and I am not an easy forgive ( Read more... )

So  I don't even know when I last actually posted an entry but I know it was in or around my birthday which was like, a month ago ( Read more... )