I dream Wagner pulls left off the road into a field. He drives alongside a rickety farm fence. The stars are very bright and we haven’t seen another car for quite a while. There are some farm buildings to the right, on the other side of the fence. I can hear the cicadas’ symphony, rising and falling all around ( Read more... )

Fabio misses his ex whom he loved for eight years and has a small child with. He finds me very attractive only because he wishes I was she. I’ve never experienced this particular vibe from a man. I pity him.

We cross the Mississippi River going from St. Louis, Missouri ro Dyersburg, Tennessee. Highway 55 to Highway 155, then Highway 40 to Mt. Ida, Arkansas ( Read more... )

Once there is a painter who decides to repaint the world ( Read more... )

I think I will travel with these guys a little longer.
We go crystal mining and then to the
Colorado Regional Rainbow Gathering.
I can’t pay for any more gas or anything-
five dollars more and then I’m broke.

Stephen put some money in my account
and I used it to buy gas.
Pumped the gas myself!
And washed the windshield!

Melt Scharfenberger 99% cacao
in a bowl over a burner on Wagner’s gas range.
Add maple syrup to taste.

I told Moth I was really tired of being a slut ( Read more... )

yesterday I cried honest tears with Spider about my dad & mom ( Read more... )

Wagner drove way too long yesterday. Spider Monkey and I both took ephedra capsules with him to stay awake and keep us on the road. I think Wag drove something like 16 hours straight. He refuses to let anyone else drive his van, and he said, “Why stop now? I don’t want to sleep in the van when we’re this close to my apartment ( Read more... )

Kansas really is flat and boring. We cheer every time we see a tree. The few buildings help break the monotony. I can see why The Wizard of Oz chose Kansas to be Flat Gray Land. America's Bread Basket. Wow.