i woke up to the sound of windchimes on cherie's back porch. the terrier, newton, snored at the foot of my foam pad. the sun seemed very bright. it had only to go through clouds, and not trees or tarps. i woke up depressed. rolled over to sleep more ( Read more... )

Jeans are totally useless as travel gear ( Read more... )

we almost went river swimming.

i don't know what to say.

everything i write here is biased because i know who reads it. everything i write is biased anyway because i wrote it.

i feel sick and exhausted.

i just keep watching T.V.

Went to Tyson and Molly's handfasting on the first ( Read more... )

Stephen went to Lew's party without me. He called me at 1:30 a.m. to tell me all about it. I listened for a long time, and then I said, "I'm angry that you didn't take me with you." He said only, "I know ( Read more... )

We were supposed to leave for Lew's party at 7:00. Now it's 9:00 ( Read more... )

I dream I am talking to a dog. He is medium-sized, brown, short-haired, and clean, with long floppy ears. He has the hots for another dog, one who is walked daily in front of his house on a leash. She has soft white hair and short legs ( Read more... )

"To write or to speak is almost inevitably to lie a little. It is an attempt to clothe an intangible in a tangible form; to compress an immeasuable into a mold. And in the act of compression, how Truth is mangled and torn!"

--Anne Morrow Lindbergh, American writer

Stephen came over last night. He apologized for threatening to throw my clothes on the lawn. He brought them in the truck, shoes neatly packed in boxes, clothes on hangers covered in plastic. He said, "I have to do something for the next few hours. Do you want sex? I could come back later ( Read more... )

Uncle Steve says if there is any kind of untoward incident here at his house, he could lose custody of his kids. He asked if I could stay at Nanny's house. I told him I would think long and hard about it, and if I thought Stephen would cause any trouble at all, I would leave ( Read more... )