Ok so it’s been a while. I’ve contemplated ditching the whole journal thing, but I guess you never know when the overanalyzing mood will strike. I’ve been back to school for a week now. It’s no secret that I didn’t want to come back. I was comfortable at home. Although I worked a ridiculous amount of time for a company that couldn’t care less ( Read more... )

The big ole 21st b-day is friday. All year I've had all these plans in my head about the huge party we were going to have an everything, but the closer it gets, the more unlikely it seems that it's going to happen. My roommates aren't going to be around. Pauline has to work and Jen decided she is going home. I don't want to have a party by ( Read more... )

I am so freaking lucky. I was driving home this weekend and I think I started falling asleep at the wheel, but i don't really know it's all kind of a blur. I came to a merge and somehow got stuck in between an suv and a semi. I don't exactly know what happened but i remember swerving back and forth on the highway and somehow i ended up on the ( Read more... )

This week is crazy. I have so much work to do, but suprisingly I've been keeping it all together. In light of things that have been going on lately i've been keeping a pretty positive attitude, but something my roommate said to me today really brought me down. Our apartment is a shithole. Its always a mess cuz nobody ever bothers to clean up ( Read more... )

Wow this has been a really strange week. I was talking with this guy at work the other day about how amazing and difficult it is to be in my twenties. He's probably in his forties, but he agreed with me when I said that being 20 is rough. Twenty is an age where you're young enough to not know what what the hell you're doing in life, yet you are ( Read more... )

Oh man...I create way too much drama for my own good!!!

"An indelible line was drawn between what was good, what just slipped out, and what went wrong."

I hate thursdays...they are the longest days ever. Not to mention my least favorite class was boring to an unprecedented level tonight. Never before have two hours crept by so slowly. I kept thinking that gouging my eyeballs out would be more interesting, and my sole source of entertainment was picking my nailpolish off my fingers...But that's ( Read more... )

Who came up with the idea for online journals and what do people really get out of these things anyway? I guess I'm just curious to see what it's all about, that or I'm just another drama queen dying to ramble on and on about the melodramas that keep my life semi-interesting. So whatever, here I am. Do people really read this crap anyway?