Wow, so I haven't updated this journal in forever. Maybe I will give it up. Yeah, I will.

Sorry for never updating and being so borrrinngg! Sorry, I just think this is pointless. And no offense and all, but I have one friend now. Thanks though, this was kinda fun?

We held a memorial service for my mom yesterday. It was unbelievabley depressing. I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face over and over , hours on end. The doctors let us know how she passed on, and I really would like to keep it private. I would type it, but it's awful.

I love my boyfriend too. He's been nothing but supportive. I ( Read more... )

my mom died in her sleep last night. the doctors said they're really not sure as to what happened.

i thought she was better? I THOUGHT SHE WAS COMING HOME.

this is so fucked up. why did this happen? holy shit.

i wont be on livejournal for awhile. maybe from time to time, but i really need to get myself together. i'm doing horrible.

nothing exciting has happened.
my mom is coming back from the hospital in 3 weeks.
thats a long time. shes doing better.

okay i really have NOTHING to write sooo im going to stop writing.

k bye love you

so things have gotten so much better. last night was no big scare, i was so frightened for my mom and our family. When we got to the hospital we waited for a long time before the doctor came out and told us it wasn't as serious as everyone said it was. That was the best part of last night. And the fact that Brandon came and saw me. Gosh I love him ( Read more... )

this isn't happening. it just can't be true. im crying harder than i've ever cried in my entire life, and i dont want to believe that its true. i'm praying its not true, please god let it not be true.

the police came to our house tonight they talked to me and my sister, and they told us our mom got into a serious car crash and was rushed to the ( Read more... )

im really bad at this journal thing. i need to redo it. ive seen alot of other people with all these fancy ones and i have no idea how to do that to mine. im going to ask my sister but whatever ( Read more... )

i just got this journal. my sister has one and really likes it so i decided to make one too.

i hope ican make some friends and this journal is so ugly compared to everyone else's idk how to change mine though.