im almost 5 months pregnant. wow. its not my boyfriend's baby but he wants to marry me and father it. go figure. at least im sober. court is next week. i might only be on probation for a year with the option of still being able to seal my record. well im off to a friends house. be back later.

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been sooooooo busy. i miss my journal. lets see, where to begin... andrew n i are stugglin, like always. probation is gay n i have to do so much shit. work is soooooo slow. i wish i had a life. haha. anyways, been chillin w/ my friends a lot lately n its been fun. whatever. im sooooooo tired so im gunna go back to bed. lovin my readers n ( Read more... )

well, the funeral was crazy as shit because we all freaked out. oh well. its been a couple weeks now so we're better now, i guess... i havent really called angie a lot lately. i want to. i just dont know what to say. she always wants me to go over but i get so depressed over there. i invite her over here but she doesnt want to leave her ( Read more... )

i just sit on the porch and wait. we just sat there all day and waited! its like shes not gone, & we're just waiting for her to come home. why havent we accepted it yet? thats all we do in life is wait, though; we wait to get older so we can get more exciting privelages, we wait for the right guy or girl to sweep us off our feet(or asses), we ( Read more... )

andrew n i were on a 'break' yesterday, until he wasnt mad at me anymore. um, im always mad at him. whatever. the point is i seriously didnt do anything wrong this time so i just waited for him to get over whatever his trip was, and he came over last night and was all over me all over again. he never said sorry, but he kept telling me he loved ( Read more... )

all of last week was basically one long day. everything that went down was spontaneous and awesome and im so glad it all happened. i have no complaints or reasons to be unhappy at the moment. friday we hit up stars house, and becky and i havent had that much fun with her in so long. then saturday was the east side motel. that was the best. ( Read more... )

went to court today. the judge was really nice. all theyre gunna do is call n make sure i do community service n see what my grades are. thats it. really informal. so no screw ups this time. no time for em anyway ( Read more... )

feels like last year all over again. only this time, my sister is driving me crazy. no one cares either. they think im being stupid, but she really does do and say things just to hurt me. why is she taking it out on me? everything i ever did i did to myself. how could it have hurt them? they were hurting me all along. my family is so screwed ( Read more... )

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