this is forever...

i love andrew! i love andrew!

i love andrew!

anyways... might be goin out soon i gotta get out of this.

when nothing you say will change his mind about how he feels
that's when you know you don't mean anything to him,
and when you have to watch him drive away cuz you've failed
that's when you know you never will.

he doesn't know it, but he won...

lost boy

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my body aches and my head is throbbing only cuz i'm on what an-jo would call, my "ketchup". haha! not only is it a bad thing to refer to the menstrul cycle as "ketchup" because i put it on everything, but also because ketchup happens to be the best condament ever: it's sweet, tangy, salty, sour, and bitter, all at once! and, it's my favoritest ( Read more... )

tinkstar

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woke up n went to school ( Read more... )

andrew loves me and he came over yesterday. hes so beautiful. omg i love him! i'll never have to tell him either cuz he mos definately knows. omg it was so awesome. all we did was sit there, watch the movie and laugh together. i miss him so much. maybe we'll patch things up a lot more and maybe we can be together again? *only silly wishes ( Read more... )

this weekend was long. not only did i smoke too many __________ i also almost had ___ twice and i feel as though maybe i should have. im drunk. i love it. he texted me on sat night. i was blunt but he was too. hated it. depressed and _____, not a good combo. maybe kyle will make me happy? i think i'll give him a chance...i'm so lost. angel ( Read more... )

tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick,tick well they don't love you like i love you, maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps, wait ( Read more... )

i'm only one step away. this decision harder than attempting suicide. my veins are so numb now. your face seems so lost and gone from our place. i swallowed all i had to be proud of just to love you. now there's no pride and no love. what will it take to forgive you? i'm tired of drowning in this nothingness. my head beats with soft pictures ( Read more... )

... and since wishing i was dead keeps you from comin around then i wish i'll live forever in your eyes, cuz the moment that we parted you had doubts of your own drugs, and now we're face to face with only ourselves. lonely, and tired, you say, but i've been here all along. haven't had time to make yourself better so i'm screaming for something ( Read more... )