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hushpuppy

hey all.

Aug 13, 2004 23:12

allstate was so much fun. i miss it.. i want to go back to allstate and stringwood.. i dont want to grow up.. i dont want so much stress.. i want a routine.. something i can fall back on every day that doesnt change every second.. i feel so alone.. i want to feel less alone today at about 7:20 my grandma passed away. She was in the hospital all ( Read more... )

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hushpuppy August 13 2004, 21:39:26 UTC

forgot to add that she told my grandpa that she is soooo sooooo glad that i came and played violin for her lastnight.. she said it was the best thing that oculd have happened..

lavidaloca21 August 20 2004, 09:53:48 UTC

i'm so sorry about your grandma sweetie! i lost my grandma in februar and i was able to play my violin for her a few days before she passed away. it's someting we'll never forget. God Bless:)

gracefulstars August 13 2004, 22:29:45 UTC

I am so sorry, I know what it feels like to lose someone so close to you like that. At least you have so many wonderful memories to cherish - it won't seem like much for a while, but I am so thankful for having them now.

Prayers-

hushpuppy August 14 2004, 17:33:01 UTC

thanks, i am glad that we have those memories! Im glad to see that even though ive never personally met you, you care so much.. it makes you a strong individual!

celticviolist August 13 2004, 23:03:09 UTC

*hug* Yeah... I know what it's like. Just look at things one day at a time.
I know it's hard to do that. But you're a strong person.

You'll find someone to trust again. *bombards with hugs*

Sending my prayers your way:)

~Love,
Autumn

hushpuppy August 14 2004, 17:33:53 UTC

*gets scared and runs away from hugs because they are smothering my face*

Thanks, i hope i will someday, but i dont know, it might be nice to have a time where i dont have anyone to trust who can anger me or leave me.. thanks!!

hkfranz August 14 2004, 08:40:39 UTC

Wow... it sounds like your Grandma was a wonderful person. You were lucky to have someone like that in your life. Most people never get the chance to have that kind of relationship.

So, as hard as it is that she's gone, celebrate the time you had with her.

hushpuppy August 14 2004, 17:34:59 UTC

yea, im glad i had her too, i mean, as you said, most people dont get a relationship like that ever in their life, so i should be happy that i had the chance to experience it. I will celebrate.. party.. woooo hoooo..

yea.. it will be more excited later

stella2007 August 14 2004, 09:16:52 UTC

I'm so sorry about your grandma; she sounds like a wonderful person, from what you have said about her, and I'm sure that she is. It's wonderful that you had such an excellent relationship while she was still here on Earth, and I hope you'll remember those moments forever, and know that your grandmother is surely up in Heaven right this very moment. My prayers will be with you and your family, and I hope that things will start looking upwards for you soon.

-Emily

hushpuppy August 14 2004, 17:36:07 UTC

yep, she is up there watching me procrastinate about my mys audition and she is probably yelling down at me...

*looks around nervously*

im soo not ready for mys!

stella2007 August 14 2004, 18:29:47 UTC

My audition is on the 21st as well. What time is yours at? Mine's at 1:10.

I'm trying to work on my audition piece right now, but today, it hasn't been working out. Grrr! There's a week left! Why is this happening! Oh well...we'll see how it goes in a few minutes.