forcibly cheery
forcibly cheery
forcibly cheery
forcibly cheery

it helps ... doesn't it?

sometimes it's rather endearing to remember that i still think like a child ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about some things later
and i'm thinking that i'm petrified.
you can't blame me, really.
say all you like on the matter, but it is
big
and scary
and OdD
and entirely new.
and i don't really know what to do about it.
but you do.
you just do.
or maybe you don't.
i don't know.
plodplodplodplodplodplodplodBOOM.
same as always.

Grant says:
ahaha
haha, apparently i'm attracted to 'soft faced lovelies'
catalyst. says:
haha, says who?
Grant says:
my friend james is perving about my myspace and said that's the type of girls i like and talk to
then he said the girl who was better than the rest, called me a hobothis makes me stupidly smiley ( Read more... )

my tongue is fluctuating it's size like a hyperventilating hippo and it's desperately hard to swallow.
yes yes, i know it's my own fault and/or choice
and it's all in the name of aesthetic preservation.
but my parents are teasing me with cake they know i can't eat.

i officially hate soup.

i love how i manage to dismiss things just as soon as i bring them into attention ( Read more... )

i'm a happy camper
even if my tent doesn't always stay up.
and the camp gets ravaged by bears.
even when it rains
and the fire dwindles down
and it gets cold.
but it's my little camp.
and it's my little tent.
and it's my little world.
i'm a happy camper :]]
wood monsters and all.

sometimes
there's a little knocking
on inside of your chest.
and it sits.
whether it's fighting to get out, or looking to get in
is an entirely different matter.
at the moment, it's the difficulty in deciding just what it is
that leaves you a little quieter.
just enough silence to hear that one
faithful
tapi don't know what that feels like, right ( Read more... )

if i were in your shoes ( Read more... )

i'm still kind of chasing my tail and running away from everything and anything at the moment because i don't really want things to keep on falling through like they do, but i'm here and you're there and i think i just might be okay with that ( Read more... )