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[huxtiblejones]

I can't describe how it feels to be growing up

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[alyssa7685]

I read your sporadic posts because I feel like they provide a unique insight into an interesting mind. I’m no artist but the feeling that something you once loved and found solace in has become tedious is something that I can relate to. You have a brilliant mind and as a result you seem to be more often plagued by thoughts that are darker and deeper than most can comprehend. I don’t know if things will improve or if this is really all there is to life but I have to believe that there is something better out there and that one day it will all become clear…or at least clearer. I don’t think that this response will be particularly comforting in any way, but I know that at least for me it is reassuring to know that someone is listening…even if you feel like they can’t possibly fully understand what you are saying. I thought I would at least offer that to you. Just keep living life in whatever way makes you feel most significant and try not to concern yourself with finding a profound purpose, because to be honest I’m not really sure if any

[huxtiblejones]

It does help to get some perspective from other people. Sometimes I think the scariest part of existing is the isolation we're forced into feeling. Even around a crowded group of people can make me feel like a turtle with its head stuck in its shell. Maybe all the psychological madness is just a phase in growing older, but it's still vivid enough to be disconcerting.

Thanks for reading my long-winded rambling, though, honestly. I hope things are going well for yourself.

[alyssa7685]

Things are going well enough so I guess I can't complain. I however have a story that is not very interesting but I thought you might like it. Whilst hanging out with my parents a couple of nights ago my dad said something along the lines of "this is boring, let's do something else, lyss call cayce to come play trivial pursuit" haha. Well I found it amusing anyway. I hope this does not inspire any recurring dreams about my father giving you cartoon books about frogs as I know that has been a problem for you in the past. I just thought I would share because my dad enjoying your company for board games has got to make you feel just a little bit better...or maybe a little bit creeped out, but either way it's something.