I feel like I'm losing my way ( Read more... )

It seems that Live Journal has finally kicked the bucket.

I must be getting more effeminate as I grow up. In the last month I've had two gay dudes hit on me, one of them was at the Antique's Roadshow, if you can believe that. He claims to be an ex-hairdresser for Gwen Stefani.

Denver is weird. I don't know how much I will miss it when I move out in a few days.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crohn%27s_disease

I want to say something but nothing comes to me.

I'll just leave it like this.

I tried to make an art piece but failed. I think I'm stuck because I've not left this apartment in weeks. I need things to change, to go somewhere. I imagine myself just driving off on roadtrips without telling anyone, but then I'm made a bit more rational by the fact that my car probably has some unaddressed mechanical issue that would stop me ( Read more... )

I can't describe how it feels to be growing up ( Read more... )

I saw the Mystic Valley Band and they were great. Conor performs a lot better now than he ever did before and the concerts are actually fun and groovy. The new album he released is great, just go to youtube and type in "Conor Oberst Outer South" and you can pull up the entire CD in very high quality. I've actually got a copy if you guys want one ( Read more... )

I don't give a flying fuck about recognition of my art anymore. That's poison right now. I should care about that in college, using it as motivation to produce quality work. Truth be told, I've come to realize that I have always done art for myself, never for others. I used it as an outlet of emotional expression growing up, channeling a lot of my ( Read more... )

As I'm getting older, my mind is more often seeking out dark places. I've often times felt overcome with imagining my last moments of life. I don't think this is something many people have ever really considered. We will all one day experience an event as real as walking out the front door when our lives will expire. Cognitive dissonance, that's ( Read more... )