something I forgot to include? I can't even be mad at anyone. It's not Karin's fault at all, and it's not anyone else's either. Maybe it's just me PMSing. Maybe my personality who just sucks who knows.

But I wanted to include that because it's true, it's not anyone's fault except possibly my own

<3 Me

I think i've figured out what my problem is. I'm tired of being second best. I'm tired of every guy I like liking Karin better then me even though they've never talked or even met. I'm tired of people making plans with Karin to hang out and I don't get a call unless she can't make it. Or I get invited cause I happened to be there ( Read more... )

Know what else is funny? How then I come back months later and laugh. Because the giggly didn't make it. That guy ended up not liking me. Funny and yet sad. Why does my life revolve around guys? It's not like they're all jumping into bed with me!! Well ok, that should be rephrased lol. But i'm too lazy to hit the back button ( Read more... )

It's funny how I always come back to this journal when it comes to a new guy or me being upset. The upset ones get written then I think better of it and delete them. The guy ones tend to make it. Especially since this guy is stuck. I mean really stuck in my head. He's amazing, and funny and makes me laugh ALL the time. But he just broke up ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I updated. It's funny how when i'm sad or confused this is the first place i turn to to spit out my feelings. One of my friends said recently she liked being able to almost have a discussion with herself and i agree. this journal has nothing to do with reads it or comments on it, but how after i sit here and spew my heart ( Read more... )

I went to the movies with this guy I've had a crush on since I was like 5 yesterday. Of course he doesn't know I've been in love with him for that long, and doesn't have the link to this journal which is why it's being posted here and not on my myspace. But anyways, I don't know what to make of anything anymore. And I hate to come and just be ( Read more... )

I was rejected Fordham.

I was looking back on my e-mails (I apparently e-mailed ALOT in 2003 it was of course before i had a cell) and found this ( Read more... )

Cinderella is now 95 years old ( Read more... )

I've been accepted to Northland!! No wonder they've been calling me so much lately lol... they've offered my a scholarship for half my tuition. I don't think I'll end up going there, but it's definitely a possibility now.