I'm a timebomb and its just a matter of time before I explode....

[hwmprincess]

So it was a stressful weekend... I blame it mostly on the fact that I wasn't able to go tanning. However in reality it was just because I had no fun. Ryan and I argued all weekend because we are both jealous morons. Also when we all went out Friday night the guys (Ryan, Evan, and Gavin) all drank more than I would have liked. They weren't drunk

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At Least I know You Are Alive...

[mysterylady_20]

Ok so I was pretty sure you dropped off the face of the earth. You don't call me back and I haven't seen you in forever but oh well. You have other friends and a boyfriend so I know I am not needed as much. As far as the other night about Marty....well we did say that he and I were an item but I think I agreed to that mostly because I am so tired of being alone and having that title made me feel less that way. All my friends have boyfriends except me so it was nice. Plus he is nice to me, he treats me well, makes me smile when we talk, and would do about anything for me even drive 6 1/2 hours to see me if I asked but I won't. I don't know, it was just nice to have a guy care about me that way but I explained to him and told him we had to drop the title. It just sucks....guys who live in other states are attracted to me but guys here don't give me a second glance. Anyway call me! bYE!

Re: At Least I know You Are Alive...

[hwmprincess]

I am alive! Barely... and I just got your message tonight. The time and date on my answering machine are wrong so I'm not sure when you called. Trust me guys/boyfriends aren't that great. I only get to see Ryan on the weekends and maybe once during the week. When we do see each other we are both exhausted so we just sit around aimlessly. If not we are arguing about anything and everyhing. Sometimes we argue for fun but other times we just argue. I do agree relationships that are long distance are just too hard. As far as putting my other friends before you I haven't. The last time I hung out with Scott, Erin, and dan was so long ago I can't remember. I don't usually do anything during the week but sit here and do homework... my life is pretty boring. Also I called you this weekend and was going to ditch Ry and see if you wanted to hang out but you had plans already. Anyway I miss ya and hopefully we can get together soon. My 3 week class is over on Friday so next week I'll have more free time.