I need an out and this will have to do! Something no one reads except maybe Heather. I am getting really upset with my boyfriend over stupid stuff and I know it is just me being insecure and out of the state but it scares me. He had a pic of the two of us as his profile pic and he just changed it. It makes me worry that he wants to look single when ( Read more... )

So Heather and I thought it would be fun to start this up again. However I don't much feel like telling my whole life on here tonight. It was fun reading my old entries but I was really immature and silly at 19. Glad I outgrew that.  I wish I had funny whitty things to write but I think I am too tired. So here is the begining!

Wow, so guess what Robby Myers are back at it again. We have been through hell and back again I think and it seems never failing. Man I know I love him but can I and do I really want to keep doing this to myself....well the answer is I love him so yes.....Dang this all sucks....He tells me he loves me but does he really? I don't know I think he ( Read more... )

Well my life is an up and down roller coaster....since last time I have met a ton of people here they are in hottness order ( Read more... )

Our heroine thinks things are going well with her ex. Then all the sudden on this night things change in her heart. She is at work and decides to go out to the truck stop with her brother and hius friend only to be sitting there and notice a familiar girl or so she thinks. She gets up to see if it is who she thinks it is...and it is!!! She proceeds ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I last wrote...When I last left you my charachter was going to see the man of her dreams Ryan Cabrera....and well what can I say he was amazing adorable, nice, funny, adorable. Anyway he told me I had a pretty smile and that ended my encounter with the man of my dreams! DANG IT! HE DIDN'T ASK ME TO TOUR WITH HIM!!!! ( Read more... )

Ok I am extatic. As of Friday it will be exactly one week until I get to meet Ryan Cabrera! I love him! I can't wait it will be so exciting. I love his music. I saw him on Regis and Kelly today. He is so cute. Kelly made a comment about his hair and how Regis wanted to learn to do his that way and here were Ryan's words, "Dude let me do your hair I ( Read more... )

I quit, I don't know everything I touch turns black and crumbles under my touch. How is it I screw everything God gives me up. I am a bad luck person. I don't know what to do. Like now, I have this great guy in my life and I know I will screw it up somehow. I screwed up relationships with great friends in one lie. Man it's amazing what that can do ( Read more... )

Last night I went to work then to Heather's for a bonfire. At first I was like hey theres Hans, Megan, Dan, Scott, and Erin and then it was like ok no offense but this is kind of boring. Because Dan was talking to Ashley, Scott to Hans, Megan to Erin and I was sitting there. So I moved next to Heather, Erin(different one) and Rob. Then it got funny ( Read more... )