This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. People keep telling me that it will get better and I keep walking around like a zombie, a fucking empty shell of the person I once was, completely dead inside, hoping that one day they will be right.

I passed all my classes!

Four more left and I am so fucking done with college.

I swear everyone at TSI that didn't konw me before I dropped off the face of the earth thinks I am gay. The only person I ever dance with is Kyle. The first time I went back, there was a group of 3-4 girls that came up to us and said "you two are such a cute couple!" and then they were leaving and I was dancing by myself and they said "say ( Read more... )

I just cleaned out my truck.

15 books, 8 journals, and one 3 inch 3 ring binder. I used every single one of them this semester, and all of them were in my standard cab truck, along with my bookbag, laptop, two changes of clothes, and a cd booklet.

I am probably gong to get 5 more miles to the gallon now.

Name: The Adorable Shirley Temple ( Read more... )

The album "whole" by pedro the lion is fucking incredible. I have listened to it a million times before, and all of a sudden two nights ago, it took on an entirely different perspective. The album is about his recovery. And it makes it that much more personal for me. A lot of things that he sings about that I never understood before all of a ( Read more... )

I had the most amazing dream last night. It was one of those dreams where nothing super crazy happens and you believe that it really is real ( Read more... )

Someone buy me this. I need cheering up.

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Today has been fucking retarded. i woke up, went back to sleep, woke up again in a really good mood. Jumping around the house and singing and being 12 again. Too much fun. Got in the car and was still singing and dancing and bouncing in my seat ( Read more... )

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I got a new job today. I will be dimensioning the suntrust building on the southbank. 24 floors of it. I will be working for a company called sunbelt engineering. Four hours a day, 4-8pm, for about a month and a half. I never even asked how much they were going to pay me. I start next Friday ( Read more... )