I haven't updated this in a long ass time.
I've been okay - life, you know.
My dad died back in November.. few days before my 18th.
I fuggin miss him like holy hell man.
Anyways..
merr.

Hey, kydz ( Read more... )

I need someone to fucking kick my the goddamn head and get me out of this emo phase. I don't want to feel like shit, and I don't want pity, and I don't want to feel fucking sick of myself ( Read more... )

So.. yeah. *Nods* I did it. With that J kyd.. I am a horrible friend.

..anyways. went to a know lyfe show with alejos and chel-c and sara last night.
found out that fucking EVERGREEN TERRACE IS GOING TO BE PLAYING AT, DUDE. I'm so fucking.. uhh.. *creams herself* I am.in.love.with.that.bands.you don't. even.know.
HxC..woot.
lol
-Tara

went to this 'party' last night.
made out with 5 people.. seriously.
and then i went home a cried.
i cried until i fell asleep.
i dont feel right.
i'm not happy any more.

his love is the sex <3

I'm sick of Nessa talking shit about when I don't have a fucking clue what I did. I'm sick of Alex freaking out and getting mad at me when he asks for my opinion. I'm sick of missing Stephan. I'm sick of Chelsea hating me. I'm sick of being compared to people..I'm me, not anybody else, and in case you all forgot you were my friend at one time, did ( Read more... )

I have this weird, emo feeling that's the whole world is against me.. and I don't give a fuck.

It's monday.. had no schoolins ( Read more... )

Fuck whoever posted that comment. I said SHIT to Stephan about Alex.. don't open your fucking mouth about shit you don't know about. Don't put blame on ME because they've fucked up a relationship. And as for the baby not being loved by me.. even if CHelsea blames me for everything (fuck knows why) and doesn't let me see it.. I'll still love it ( Read more... )