It doesnt even feel like home here anymore.

I had a dream last night, life was perfect. I had all the things i want right now, it was like how i envision me improving myself and doing the things that i want to right now. It wasnt some fantasy world, it was me reaching all the goals that i want to soon. Then i woke up thinking thats how it really was. 10 seconds after that, i realized it was ( Read more... )

Here comes another ... got my car out of the shop today, paid $258 and its still not fixed at all.
Mother and I got into another big fight, bad luck will never stop.

I have to get out of this place.

I think im on an endless bad luck streak. This sucks. and no one gives a shit.

Today was cool, went to Crashing Falcons band practice, they are truly amazing. Everytime i see someone play that well, i sit down for hours and play my guitar, i need to get better.

Dad hasnt called or e-mailed me back.
Mom is a bitch.
Girls suck.
The one girl i thought actually cared about me acts like im not important anymore.

Someone please let me borrow a gun.

Well, i was thinking earlier, I want a big change in my life. I want to either move out or spend a month or two with my dad in Dubai or Bahrain. Both would break my moms heart, both would require tons of effort, but im going to do one or the other. Mother tells me if i leave this country and spend time with my dad then im not allowed back in her ( Read more... )

Im going to bed, someone call me. at any random time. 256-631-5219

I have the worst fucking luck with girls. no clue what to do anymore.

Atreyu's new cd is nothing short of incredible.