Ugh i feel like shit. I feel sick. Why is everyone thinking that there is something up between me and lin-z. I mean of course i do like her and all , but i see it as she and i are just friends and thats completely fine with me. And besides even if there was something between us why the hell would it be any of anyone elses buisness. God i fucking ( Read more... )

Just got Back from florida........definately planing a trip back asap. Me and some friends are going back after graduation in about 2 weeks so that will be great. Too much has happened since i left. im so tired. im taking this test then im taking my bad ( Read more... )

So im leaving tonight for Florida. I'll be gone for a few days and it is definately a well needed vacation. Im ready for the jazz show im ready to get on stage a rape those useless bastards. i have been working my ass off on the solo's and they arent going to waste. Im going to miss my firends while im gone though you bastards should come along. ( Read more... )

Im so fucking tired of being alone...

At this point in my life i for once actually need someone. I have wanted a girl for a long time and never really needed it. well the time has come. I cant make it through this crap alone.

Bah its 2:30am and im about to leave and get an icee. brad wants one and so do i. I want to watch a movie ,but noelle is sleeping downstairs so that plan is cancelled. i guess i'll write a longer entry when i get back with my icee.

Today was very uneventful in the beggining. I woke up late and had laft my booksack at work so i slept in. I woke up late for work and went in. There some new kid working there i went in the back and asked my manager who he was . Well apparently they fired Chris the only decent worker there. and the new kid is gay therefor making me. the one and ( Read more... )

Today was a bad day that had its good parts. These past two weeks just havent been all that great for me at all. I Havent been getting any sleep and im like a fucking walking zombie. I havent stayed at the apartment , because i work so much that by the time i get there i would have to go straight to sleep to make it back to school and work on time ( Read more... )

The last 4 days have been the absolute fucking worst days of my life. If i didnt have my band i would shoot myself in the fucking face. Its amazing how much a true friendship can mean up until one moment. Fuck off...

I seriously have zero faith and trust in anyone anymore. Its funny the total disregard some people can show and not care at all.Its also funny how people can say things and totally not mean them . the extent of a friendship can be soo freakishly altered with words its amazing.Bold face lies are the best. I really hope to be able to lie to people ( Read more... )

Sometimes life just isnt worth the fucking trouble ( Read more... )