So yeah me and Brad look to be moving in with Kyle. My bills are gunna cut my cash flow even shorter but eh, fuck it its not like im liveing the high life right now being homeless and all. Rock out Fuckers. I might transfer schools so gas wont eat my fucking check. Hopefully everything works out for me. If it doesnt it will not be a big suprise.

So yeah i lost my car. Grandparents lost the title so im without one for a bout a week no big deal right? wrong. My mom took my money again heh how she does it i will never fucking know. i swear if i had the money to take her to court i would ,but alas im broke thanks to her. No insurance, no car, failing english because my teacher erased my 1700 ( Read more... )

Fucking stress man. I thought maybe i could escape it ,but it just gets worse. I finally paid for my car and all and im broke ,but all my bills are due and i cant pay anything.I couldnt even afford rent at chances studio. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! Im low on gas and have a buncha shit i have to take care of tomarrow. I drove by to check on my mom the other ( Read more... )

Woke up early and went out to get my car. I have been saving up the money for soo long to get the damn thing fixed. I finally had enough to get it done and they wanted more. I just fixed it all myself. Took a good damn while and a couple of trips up to the dodge dealership, but it wasnt that bad. I took it to the carwash and cleaned it up nice and ( Read more... )

Has it ever hit you ,just how much one person means to you?

I stole this from jermaine because im a terrible person.... ask around ( Read more... )

Last night fucking sucked.I wrote so damn much. I think i ran out of tears. heh. well i bought the new blindside cd and the first season of the chapelle show today to cheer me up.

"this 44. calibur signature is the perfect ending to my 18 year love letter.............."

sleepless nights..........the tears just wont stop falling.... the pain wont stop. it never will....

I have had the shortest fuse all day long. I got up for work and almost called in to quit just so i wouldnt have to go. People just dont understand that despite if you are in a hurry and want to get your food and leave, the person that is making it for you has been there all day dealing with douche bags just like you. So do all of us a favor and ( Read more... )

Today was a day that i have needed for so damn long. God how i miss Renee'. The three of us(me ,renee', and david) hung out at the mall all day just like we used to do damn near EVERYDAY. Walking around aimlessly and looking at over priced clothing. just a nice outing away from the endless bullshit that everyday life brings. She and I are going to ( Read more... )