i dont know how i would get by if i couldnt drink everything away all the time

Having a person know you inside and out and not accepting or wanting you.  That's why I am where I am.

i went home this past weekend. nobody called me. i did see kyle for a bit. two weeks ago my mom entirely changed my room. home doesnt feel the same and i realized how alone i am. i dont feel at home here in san francisco. i guess i just feel forgotten and homeless. i cant even feel homesick because when i went back home it didnt matter. 34 days ( Read more... )

what the fuck.  i cant take this

today i was assaulted by a taco. as i bit into a crunchy taco at the ol taco bell a piece of shell jumped into my right eye. it was horrible. why do bad things happen to me? in hindsight its hilarious. fast food: if it doesnt kill your stomach, it goes for the eyes.

twist and shout

i think that life rules right now.  im really excited about the future.  san francisco was really tight.  i saw sfsu and it had nice trees. the place im going to live is amazingly nice. right across the street from at&t ballpark.  ill get to go watch games, cross the street, and be home.  im really looking forward to being able to explore the city ( Read more... )

i really dont think im good at anything i do. i get to the point where im ok at something or i can get by but i never get really good at anything.

school seems like its gonna be really easy this semester. i have to get ready to go to other school though. fuckdamnit. left 4 dead. lego indiana jones. vans authentics. i feel really good. everyone else should too.

smells like hamburgers in my house. mmm. im a left 4 dead addict now. i shouldve never gotten another live account. so good