The more I think about my life, the less I like it. I'd like to join some military force, and become an assasin or sniper, just because when you think of them you just think of vile scum, and thats what I am, scum, so I might as well have the job... There are plenty of other reasons, but I'm sure even if I signed up I'd get kicked out for something ( Read more... )

HAHA, I'm horrible. I'm seeing two girls, They know about each other at least, and have talked to each other on the phone for a few, so thats cool at least. I like both, both are awesome in their own ways, too bad one lives a bit away, anyhow. Sorry Jesi, couldn't make the Eng. Party, have to work tonite and then tomorrow morning. Anyhow, I was ( Read more... )

I'm the guy inside on a friday nite, Stood up again, nothing I'm not used to, I need more tats, to pass the time when I'm sitting here staring off into space I could be staring at dots and lines along my arms that have the distinction of being ink underneath my skin... Fuck you... Thats a great thing to say, I don't care who you are... Grandmother ( Read more... )

I can't keep my head from spinning, it jsut seems like its constantly going round and round and round, but nothing is revolving. Can't concentrate, can't think, can't move, can't wake, can't sleep, damn it, just stop spinning.

Its fake. Plastic. Not real. Is anyone real? This, is it real? Who gives a shit whether it is or not, you can't do anything about it even if it isn't real... Fake plastic trees...

Fuck
Fuck.
Fuck!
fuck...
......fuck.
FUCK!!!!
....Fuck
Illustrating the diversity of the word.

I want a picture of me slamming my head in the wall with blood splattering everywhere... I want that to be my icon on here, just like 3 or 4 frames.

Did you sleep ( Read more... )

O-Town sucks. Tahts about all I have to say about it. Its cool, but the people can't drive, I mean I thought drivers in LaGrange were bad, but they are gods of the roads in comparison to this shit... Everyone runs red lights, and its not like they speed up right as they see the yellow light and accidently get the red light, these people jsut don't ( Read more... )