Things were going good, I was happy. Found someone I liked that actually wanted to be with, that actually had a shitload in common with me and that I really wanted to be with... well, I didn't find her, we've been friends for 7 months, but shes always been unavailable... But if something is good to me, it doesn't last long... *sigh* its not ( Read more... )

Thats all that I am.

You're only happy because you're dreaming, ya keep thinking things will turn out fucking great, but even if they do someone gets fucked, someone loses, my happiness isn't worth anyone elses pain, and I'm really tired of it... All I seem to do is cause pain. I'm just an asshole that isn't worth shit. Damn it, fuck it, I was happy so fucking happy ( Read more... )

I have been sick for about a week... I seem like I'm almost entirely better, except for the fact that the mucus won't seem to leave my lungs and I keep coughing... I'm trying to quit smoking, or at least cut back a shitload, that would probably help. I've had a great time, hung out with Danni, that was awesome, don't know why, just have a lot in ( Read more... )

Ich konne liebe nicht. When I do, I will fail... because I will have fallen into them and given myself to them... *sigh* I wish I could, I widh I would, I wish I do....

Your in need of alot of repair in your heart. You
focus too much on yourself. You're a burden to
others, and your not living a Godly or even
wholesome life. You need to reconsider what
you're doing.

Who are you in the eyes of man?
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What the hell, I don't know much anymore, things are looking up, but I'm trying not to get too happy or get my hopes up... I'm beginning to like someone a fucking shitload, and while she says she likes me, I don't know... sometimes I see it, sometimes I don't.. bah, I think too fucking much. I felt loved today though got a call that started "You're ( Read more... )

Conversations are tiring... I think for one second and then I already know the answer, I've asked and tried a million times, but in the end it doesn't matter how hard I try, how much you dig me, care about me, love me, want me, you won't even try... you'll just sit back and let me suffer my loneliness, while I hide my emotions of how hurt I am... ( Read more... )

I have a huge problem with being male, not because I have a dick, but because we genereally have a bad and well deserved bad reputation. Because some fucktard like the ENTIRE band Travisty Theory and Like Clockwork ruin it for everyone. Ya wanna know what they did, the hurt my friend, and why? Because they could, because its what they wanted, ( Read more... )

Nothing's beautiful.