what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching u walk away
and never knowing
what could have been

well i'm not meant to be with anybody...i'm too ugly, too fat, and too much of a tomboy.

at least i have my friends though, they appreciate me for who i am.

i had an amazing date with ryan today...he even was able to deal with my crazy family....meeting ALL of my parents...oh god, i think i should have drank more... haha ( Read more... )

i love tongue rings.

that is all. :)

i will be in the october issue of muscle mustangs and fast fords.

that is all :D

hello all

i guess i haven't really been updating this, but heres whats goin on

i'm down almost 15 lbs
i'm tan (FINALLY!!!)
and i'm happy

that is all :)

yes thats right ladies and gentlemen, i, nicole, jumped out of an airplane at 10000 feet yesterday and did a freefall at 120mph...it was by far the most freaking awesome thing i have ever done. to be able to see from nyc to philly was just amazing. the feeling of flying was just unbelieveable...then the chute goes up and u are just floating back ( Read more... )

i wanna disappear for a while

cell is off

i will be offline

no i don't want to talk to anyone

or be anywhere

i just want to be gone

it snowed today! i made a vin diesel ricer snowman driving a civic hehe

so incredibly happy u have no idea