So you know what pisses me off? Two things really that have happened in the course of the last hour to hour and a half.

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So here we are 3 days into 2006 & this is my first update in a long time. For that I apologize because I know that there are people who are on my friends list who like to be updated on my life & it's happenings. I'll try & make posts more often ( Read more... )

What a distinct pleasure it's been to listen to my roommate throw up 3 different times this afternoon. Not to mention the fact that he didn't lock our door last night & someone dropped eggs on the floor. I've requested my transfer & hopefully will be moving out sometime in Winter quarter ( Read more... )

So in an effort to be a more social person I went out to a party with a friend of mine to be the DD. The party was pretty fun even though I only knew 2 people there. I got to hang out with this girl from PRSSA who I like & is funny and easy to talk to & that was fun. After I got back to my room I opened the door to find that someone had gotten in ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. That is all.

So I'm sitting here int his class listening but not actively. I feel like my head weighs a ton & I feel like crying & I don't know why. I think that I have bi-polar tendencies. I feel really good some days & then on days like today I question:

• What I am doing at CWU? In Ellensburg?
• What is the future?
• Why am I so tired?
• Why am I so cynical & ( Read more... )

Today was really, really shitty. And the thing of it is that I can't really place my finger on why that is. I've felt shitty all day since I woke up. I went to my 8: AM class & towards the middle I started to feel all closed in and just all in all felt gross. So I came back to my room & showered & watched some TV & it got even worse. I thought that ( Read more... )

For the first time since I've moved to CWU I actually want to go home. I'm fed up with it (classes, schedules, no car, roommate, & on & on) & don't want to be here anymore. I long for the simplicity of home & yet I know that can't happen. I don't think I'm cut out for this college shit. I realized fully today that I am truly alone on this campus as ( Read more... )

So as of today it's been one week since I've moved out of my house in Wenatchee & come to school at CWU. After the inevitable crying that followed lunch on move in day I unpacked & settled myself in. Classes didn't start until Wednesday so I had a few days to finish the unpacking & the settling in & the finding of classes ( Read more... )

The car's packed! All I have to do is take a shower & rouse the parents & I'm off to CWU. Wish me luck!