So I'm kind of hating life right now. Christmas "vacation" sucks. Family drama as usual ensues no matter how much I try and distance myself. My sister got away w/ her little test at independence which failed miserably and because my mom and dad are too afraid to face reality and render any kind of judgment or punishment she'll get away w/ it w/ ( Read more... )

I don't use my LJ enough and yet my friends page is my homepage in Firefox. Strange? I think so. I think I'll make an attempt just short of a New Year's Resolution to update my LJ more frequently. Stories may or may not be mundane but I think that the expression of my feelings through typing may be cathartic ( Read more... )

Looking back on my 22 years of life I can think of several events in my life that have filled me with a great deal of pleasure and happiness. Disneyland with my family when I was young, my learners permit & license, graduating high school ( Read more... )

I dont really know if I should be blaming Wenatchee, mnyself, my parents, or a combination of those and other factors but the truth remains that I am a 22 year old failure.

Wenatchee High School pushed me into mediocracy at the junior college & I denied myself 3 years of the "real" college experience. I should have up & left this town as soon as ( Read more... )

You know what I'm really sick and tired of? Family drama. More specifically my families inability to avoid it and move beyond it. It seems that every week at least once or twice I get a phone call from back home about some random thing that is really minor. I'm 60 miles away and so my question is: what am I supposed to do about it? I don't know ( Read more... )

So last night at the Starlight:

TJ- "My neighbor invented the Bowflex!"
Meghan- "Chuck Norris invented the Bowflex BITCH!!!!"

Even though my neighbor seriously did.

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I have made some great new friends since I've been at CWU! I had a great time tonight & will post more tomorrow.

So for the first time in a few years I'm listening to a song that used to bring upa a swell of feelings from a certain someone & as I listen to it right now I can honestly say that I don't feel the same way & that brings a smile to my face. Moving on kicks ass! even if takes forever. I'm feeling good today even though I woke up at like 6:00 AM & ( Read more... )

So I've determined that having my own room at school is so much better than living with a roommate. I like being able to watch my TV shows without asking which I can now do since I have my TV (but no remote damn it!) & I can sleep in as late as I want & I have been & I feel better. It's so much better! I can also listen to my music when I want & ( Read more... )