There's Freud to be read, but that's not happening right now. I'm looking forward to bombarding the literary magazine with as much poetry i can staple to the submission sheet. I'm bracing myself for rejection right away, you might as well. Last night I went to see "Infamous" and I'm convinced that because of my brother, everytime I see little ( Read more... )

I may be feeling a sort of journaling resurrection coming on, it's been a while since anything has been put down in here. As a beginning, I will say, that while at the supermarket I reached for a zuchini, the aforementioned zuchinis were placed above the artichokes, and i stabbed a vein in my wrist on the said artichoke. That vein, now has a ( Read more... )

i am very very eager to get out of this country, which i will be doing in two days. a change of air of sorts, and maybe something to get me out of a disgusting funk or at least distract me by giving me tourist opportunities? van gogh and red light districts and morrison's grave and the latin quarter. yes.

this week...has been something, i have 900 applications where i have to black out the first three digits of social security numbers with a big fat permanent marker, the marker, after about two hours starts to make your head spin and delivers something of a splintering headache after being crouched over it and inhaling its fumes. The task however, ( Read more... )

i just showed the royal tenenbaums to my parents, my mother fell asleep, my dad watched it until the end with me and sat up nodding that yes this was a good movie but no hollywood hit and why was i sniggering half the time while he wanted to cry through half of the movie, then he told me to be careful with all those drugs going around students ( ( Read more... )

i'm really tired of writing about "erotic pain" and discussing the slave identity, i am also completely irresponsible for callingin sick to work by leaving messages at three in the morning so i don't have to answer to anybody ( Read more... )

uhh..it's finals week and yesterday i got drunk off wine for breakfast, i'm doin' reaaal well. Then last night it felt as if my heart migrated somewhere close to my neck and was pounding the shit out of itself. It's raining hard outside and the sky is a grayish green, and i love this weather but if you're alone it just intensifies the feeling. OCD ( Read more... )

my pms has reached such an extent that when i watched spiderman 2 and the train scene, i cried, i fucking cried, who the fuck cries at spiderman 2? i do apparently. And all of this after a night of strange dreams involving workshopping and half naked movie screenings outside my parents bedroom which all involved mark, and it seems that for whatever ( Read more... )

no S&M meeting tonight because the location was at some sketchy ass building with an elevator that was locked on certain floors, that is, it was locked to go to every floor but the seventh floor, and the staircase was locked as well...there goes the basis of my paper ( Read more... )

i'm on hold right now, and i've been on hold for about five minutes, now, from my extensive job experience i know that when i keep someone on hold for that wrong, i either don't know what's going on and nobody in the office does and that's why i'm on hold, or, something is wrong and they can't figure out what to do, this happens to concern my class ( Read more... )