he found me tonight ( Read more... )

There's only us
There's only this ...

Live in my house ( Read more... )

I dont know what to say right now
Cause livin this life aint easy now
Jus lift me up and sweep me away
And maybe I'll be happy again, someday

yeah I'll be happy again...someday

So today is the third day since my biggest break down. I think because I have it all in the open now I dont feel the intense pressure it held on my entire body. It's still there though, things like this just cant go away. Yesterday was as normal as could be, i think. I'm not sure yet if we're really okay or just pretending to be until we actually ( Read more... )

i wanted to see if you had done anything to make her go away ( Read more... )

So today is better than yesterday. I get these short pains though and bad thoughts run through my head for a moment...occasionally. So if im takin a big breath with my eyes closed...just one of those moments. Other than that everything is, as i said before, better than yesterday. Dan's been doing a few cute and thoughtful things to make me more ( Read more... )

You can ABSOLUTELY stay there and of COURSE I would NOT want you to pay for ( Read more... )

just a helpless girl in a crowded room

So today I told him about the entry I made earlier this morning. We were up in his room and when he left to go read it, I panicked. All my insides started freaking out because I had no idea what to expect. I started to cry as i heard him coming up the stairs, and he began to also, once he was lying next to me on the bed. We talked about it for ( Read more... )