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all the seventy degrees of that green bitter swill gushing down my throat. burning my insides.
i absolutely love this game.

sometimes it's nice to make plans or promises the fulfillment of which seems - and is - not really neccessary.
it creates a pleasant illusion of freedom when you break such promises or send to hell plans. 

looks like i prattled too much about how only-dependent-on-independence i am o_O i've been smoking since i was 14 and never felt i was addicted - i could live without even thinking of cigarettes for weeks - now i'm 21 and it feels like i've caught it at last... and now i'm really afraid to start that famous*painful*giving-up-smoking campaign - for ( Read more... )

i'd take the inspiration love gives, but i don't want to stand the pain it uses to bring along. or maybe when inspiration follows pain it's all just about contrast? cause i've never experienced pain following inspiration... the worst thing in the whole ordeal is the fact of love itself being just a sick illusion while pain caused by it is more than ( Read more... )

i hate the government of this country. especially the one of my city. local authorities think only about how to kiss the asses of their chiefs even more pleasantly. they don't give a fuck about the fact that ppl need something to eat and therefore sometimes need to work illegally. i promise i'll never pay any of the motherfucking taxes. i don't ( Read more... )