I guess thats life... maybe I'm looking at this all wrong. I'm so wrapped up in someone that I'm so done with, that I'm not giving anyone else a fair shot.

I guess I should stop worrying about what other people think and just take my happiness where I can find it. Life could always be a lot worse.

I really have come a long way...

but I'm going to write anyway. I guess its kind of nice to really be able to get the things of my chest that are bothering me ( Read more... )

I totally forgot I had this... and wow.. in the year its been no one still uses this anymore.
oh well.

Hey everyone!

“The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.”

Chuck Palahniuk

I've managed to screw up a lot of things this year. my finances, my future, my friendships ( Read more... )

its been over a month now. my life is still in a constant state of uncertainty, but I guess its okay. paul and I are friends now, home is no longer that scary heartless place that it was a month ago. but I'm very broke now, and I'm 6 grand in debt. now I float around from my house to my friends' house(s) depending on when and with whom I work ( Read more... )

how completely a life can be overhauled in a matter of days, wait.. strike that... a matter of hours ( Read more... )

all these what ifs. what if things had been different. where would I be now? would I be happy... happier? sometimes I'm really curious about what the hell could have been. but theres nothing I can really do about it. but knowing that I am not the only one who's had these same thoughts makes me feel a little better I guess.

I haven't posted in here in a long time, yet again. I'm just so boring these days that its not even worth typing it all out. basically, work, the occasional roommate drama, the occasional friend/boyfriend drama. and not much else. I spend pretty much every night happily at home, where as like a year ago you'd be lucky to find me in my apartment ( Read more... )

well two of my roommates up and decided they are going to move out this month. so if I want to continue living at this house we need to at least get one more roommate ( Read more... )