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For the second time this year, a guy decides I'm the clingy type and turns me down ( Read more... )

My first words upon seeing Window Vista: "This is so....fugly."

My first words upon seeing Microsoft Word 2007: "What the fuck is this?"

Not good impressions, boys and girls...I miss XP.

These days, I feel my old fear of death resurfacing, against my closed eyes as I lay in my little bed. I cannot peacefully await gentle oblivion, but instead find my mind wandering to the abandoned corners of my childhood psyche, pondering the cold eternity of the final sleep ( Read more... )

Junior year started gently, I have my remote vantage point.  My third major encroaches with clubs, classes, jobs, creeping up around me like an army of ants. The night is silenter still, the quiet only broken by the nasal and senseless words next door. I watch movies alone, and quietly mourn. Do I really need intimacy in my life to give this youth ( Read more... )

I have a rule, and it may potentially make me an asshole. My mother taught me a very twisted rule: you cannot make the first move in any occasion in terms of person-to-person interaction, you have to wait for it. By "you", she meant it for me, specifically. Now, everyone knows that this kind of rule would led to me becoming a hermit, so after a ( Read more... )

My new pass time

WHAT KIND OF IDIOT FORGETS TO PUT A BRA ON BEFORE LEAVING THE HOUSE IN THE MORNING?!?!?!

Uh, me, apparently.

This day is starting out way too strangely

I made out with a co-worker on the job.

It's the best thing to get paid for. Ever.

What I hate most about myself is how I could cry so hard over not making directorate for RMC.