I realize that I analyze a lot. In fact this whole post will end be myself analyzing how I tend to overanaylze things ( Read more... )

God is not like a human being; it is not important for God to have visible evidence so that he can see if his cause has been victorious or not; he sees in secret just as well. Moreover, it is so far from being the case that you should help God to learn anew that it is rather he who will help you to learn anew, so that you are weaned from the ( Read more... )

Recently, I've become too lazy to reflect and write. I don't know when the last time I wrote was. I definitely feel like I'm losing a part of me. Well the past few weeks have been crazy ( Read more... )

So hard to deal with this jealousy.
God help me.

What I realize about myself is that I've become more competitive and selfish, not in a bad way though.
Maybe now I know more clearly what I want to do, and will work for it.
Some parts of me still don't change.

 We take information for granted. 
We shouldn't.

Blew it without even realizing it?
How did I ?

 For all my idealistic notions of how things should be, the more I reflect on myself, the more I realize how practical and realistic I am. Maybe I got so caught up in wanting to be idealistic that I forgot to give being real a try.

I've been meaning to update this, but ... procrastination ( Read more... )

Whenever my parents send me money, something in my heart sinks. I feel terrible that they're sending me so much when they're not exactly financially stable. And I feel so useless that I can't do anything about it. Sigh. Off to find work.