I'm good at making friends; mostly because I don't care. Yet, I seem to have such a problem with finding people I feel comfortable with. People I can just do nothing with and enjoy. Sit around on the couch, or bed, or whatever and just chill out. I want something beautiful in my life. I want my life to have meaning. I want to wander and wonder and ( Read more... )

A feeling of emptiness washes over me. Lonely. Forlorn.

I can't seem to place why. Most likely its a combination of different things. Life is so elegantly simple, and so frustratingly complicated. 

As Autumn comes around, and the weather subsides, I always feel a little disconnected. As Autumn comes around, and the temperature declines, I always feel my heart grow a little colder. Why? I have no idea. But with the falling away of summer, I can't help but feel a twinge of depression. That sense of love lost; Of heartbreak. As I sit here, ( Read more... )

There are few things as calming and joyful as riding through a summer night on my bicycle listening to music.

The summer air really is perfect when you cut through the humid curtains... Cool, calm, and somehow intimate. Summer nights always feel full of possibility.

This is the middle of the beginning of the end.

From the best four years of my life.
From the end of our childhood.
From the best team I've ever been on, and the best teammates I've ever had.
From the strongest bonds I've ever created, with the greatest friends I've ever met.
From the stupidity, insanity, and debauchery.
From the hanging out.
From everything about college.
From you.

I've been feeling down and I am not entirely sure why.
But I just feel depressed, and I can't shake it off. It's been almost a week that I've felt like this and it just feels too weird for me.
Blah.

you live without caution ( Read more... )

I know what I think and how I view the world and life at large I would guess more than most people. I should; I've spent countless hours, days, months and years even contemplating what I think, trying to develop my own life philosophy. But through my search of inner peace, I think I became more befuddled. I've become simpler, yet more complicated, ( Read more... )

My life just kinda turned upside down. Utter confusing ( Read more... )