When I walked outside this morning I heard birds chirping, the ground was wet, and it smelled like spring. It seriously made my morning. I love this weather; after crappy winter weather, though, anything but snow makes me happy. But I LOVE the smell of Spring; it's so exciting and refreshing to experience, you know? I just hope this weather isn't ( Read more... )

hello. its been awhile, huh? but, yes, i am alive. alive and well actually. im finally happy and in a good place. it took a long time, and i dont think im 100% there yet, but i am better. i am good, and happy, and i feel like im finally doing things right again. it feels good ( Read more... )

Man look at me go, I've been writing pretty often lately. I guess I've just had a lot on my mind. I don't know ( Read more... )

blahhhhh. Im tired of feeling poopy ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in awhile.. wasn't really up for it.. still don't know if I am. But things are getting better for me I suppose. I'm just breathing in and out, doing my best and making the most of my summer. I know it takes time, I just wish time would hurry up a little. I have my friends though, and they have been fabulous, couldn't ask for better ( Read more... )

this is just not fair. im scared. i just want things to go back to like they were before. i just want us to be happy. i dont know what to do anymore. i need to feel like its going to get better. but i dont know. why? why is this happening? its just not fair.

See! And now I feel totally fine! WTF man??

I really do not understand myself sometimes. I really think I might be bipolar. And it really bothers me. I feel like I'm going to cry for the stupidest reason. I feel like I could punch something also for the stupidest reason. And I feel like I can't control it. I don't want to be like this. I don't want to be that girl. Fuuuuuuck. This is so ( Read more... )

I am so freaking ready to be done with school. I'm tired of homework, and tests, and class--especially Philosphy. Yuck. I just want it to be summer and I want to be home and I want to not have to do any more Math homework! Blehhh ( Read more... )

At work, not doing homework. Surprised ( Read more... )