today i picked up my cap and gown. this coming monday i turn in my thesis. tuesday i turn in my capstone and defend it. and one week later i defend my thesis.

i am going to barf.

As it turns out, the only difference between senioritis in high school and senioritis in college is that this time it has started way sooner and is much more pervasive.

i just want to be done and get on with my life.

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today i broke a mirror. when it fell off of the roof of my car. while i was driving.

it has been that kind of a day week life.

I wrote a long entry and then deleted it. Because it is much simpler to just say that I hate feeling like this and I am afraid it won't ever go away.

lately i feel really antisocial, to the extent of not wanting to answer my phone when it rings. even when it is a call have been expecting and/or waiting for. but then if anyone mentions doing something without me, i am struck by loneliness and feel left out.

i should get over myself.

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Universe: 10
Vanessa: 0

I am about to throw in the towel. I'm glad I'm going to go take pictures and eat food this weekend with my parents and Margaret and Maryann. Hopefully that will be good.

I am listening to music from sophomore year. It's been that kind of a week.

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