Hey, I would have destroyed this and probably have it just has not sunk in yet. So I thank the girls who discouraed me when I was honest about having a girlfriend but fuck it shit happens. I am a bastard and wish loving was cleaer for me. I wish I did not have this specific wiring. Regardless these days pass and it probably gets better.

I am trying to sabotage my career as a student. I should be writing a big old paper and I am not. So I figure I would blog about it. I like my subject but I did not do nearly enough research up to this point. So now I am reading and reading trying to keep my head up. If this mattered at all in how I am really doing in life I would be on my ( Read more... )

today was good. i ate a ham sandwich and then watched a little televised golf...followed by what I deem to be my favorite movie ever, Boogie Nights. :-) I think I identify with the stuggle to become famous for something, like being a dope m.c ( Read more... )

I woke up and wrote. I am a little closer to getting all this stuff done for making my own little release. I am excited about selling Cd's out of my back pack. Makes me feel like a real Rapper finally. All this effort had to spring up somewhere. Maybe adding up to something. But there are dreams to outlast life. Dither way I will avoid ( Read more... )