so me and the boyfriend are on ice, which sucks but is also good considering the facts. and i got to spend july fourth watching fireworks with dana, which was awesome but i definetely found myself tearing up bc he should have been there too. that was the first time i really got sad to be without him. so in search of meaning and some sort of closure ( Read more... )

so things are finally starting to look up. damn took it long enough. eileen was right. things happen in 3s and my 3rd thing freaking rocked my socks. ive been doing little happy dances all night. boys'll do that to ya. ugh i'm such a girl. now i just need to go on a minor diet. and actually follow it. the things i'll do for change.

It's like you're a drug ( Read more... )

"Stab My Back ( Read more... )

the all american rejects- it ends tonight ( Read more... )

does anyone know chinese like ridiculously well that theyre almost if not fluent in it? cuz that would rock. i finally figured out my next tattoo. i got this quote sent to me and it was a slap in the face to me since ive been pretty down as of late ( Read more... )

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so i've been thinking about moving to florida for the disney college program. everyone knows that i've wanted to do this program so bad and after talking to katie about her experience there i'm just like ohhh!! i want to do it too!!! so i might be doing that next fall semester. for once i have to say something and actually do it instead of changing ( Read more... )

today is a seriously sad day. its the anniversary, 12 years. and i have to put bridgette down today. she has a tumor the size of hell on her forehead and she's starting to go insane so its time. i thought i could handle everything, and amazingly right now i am, but im going to be horrible later on tonight when i think about how i pretty much said, ( Read more... )