as usual if you know me that well then you know that im feeling really down because while ago my grandfather clayton peterson died of lung cancer on the day we were celabrating his 80th birthday and we were al in the house and my grandmother marcella went to wake him up so we could start the party but he had no pulse ( Read more... )

so yea im just confused right now about a lot of things but ill get to them in a later post perhaps...but yesterday i had to hand in my equipment for football and just like that its over and it will really hit me today when after school i wont be going to see any of my teammates at all. hopefully ill still keep in touch with most of them and if ( Read more... )

i felt really sad today about it. and just so that everyone knows what makes me sad about it is the fact that ive been playing since i was in 2nd grade and now its all over and im never going to play again and just that thought made me like really really sad yesterday i felt really emmbarrassed that i cried on the phone a little bit with my biffle ( Read more... )

i havent written in this thing for a while and doubt that people even read this i dont see the point but i guess it works because im writting in it now and yea i just want to say that i hate looking forward for some plans to work and you get excited or at least i do because i rarely hang out with many people because im sad like that and anyways yea ( Read more... )

finals dont seem like much right now because im mainly focusing on some really stupid things like hmmm what have i always had trouble with? oh right girls. just so much has been going on and i hate that...how come i cant have feelings just for one person there always has to be more than one when and opportunity come like i know some one now who is ( Read more... )

this is one of the things that drive me nuts is how can some one say they are half of a religion like "oh kool im half jewish and half christian" it doesnt work like a race its a belief.and yea not really a big deal but it just gets on my nerves.going to talk later but gotta go

im just really bored right now so i just made myself a live journal im waiting to leave to go to my friend chris's house and im probably going to have some fun there if omar can give me a ride which right now its 10:30 and it doesnt look too good but i dont really care because im going to my friend amandas house tomarrow to watch cannibal! the ( Read more... )