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hey yall!
its me... and im in the special hell of all hells... schooL!!! but im looking forward to this weekend becuz my mom is OUT OF TOWN! PRAISE DA LORD!!! ugh! i swear i need to do something this week but im not na do anything stoopid! no parties at my house! NO WAY!!! well i gotta go!
LOVE love love
sara

AH!!!!
TX HERE I CUM!!! im so leaving on that jetplane and i do know when im cumin back!!! woot woot!! HERE I CUM BABY!!! thank god im soooo sick of CA!Im gunna chill with my TC homies and get away!!! WOOT WOOT!
TX OR BUST BABAY!
sara

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i dunno... i feel so lost.. im now on probation with my mother and i have no freedom what so ever cuz i hav bad grades and she doesnt trust me. I hate me. I hate the person i am and everyday i contemplate whether or not i live. I see death possiblities everywhere. I see the car, the draino, the knife.. but there is something that holds me back ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written. I have been so busy! but i would like to say that it has been a hard couple of weeks for me but i have found my sister. Lauren. Girl you are such a vibrant beautiful hilarious wise amazing person. You have saved my life so many times and always seem to over flow with love and warmth. Not only is your personality beautiful ( Read more... )

hey! um... i stayed awake last night till bout 3 30 talkin to my boy chet... i still am trying to regain my thoughts about our conversation because i have NO freaking clue what we talked about! but i think thats a good thing. I feel better todday... i guess thats what sleep deprivation does 2 u! Im gunna go to the dnetist......joy.. OH 3 MORE DAYS ( Read more... )

god i dont know whats happening with me... im just really BLAH! i mean SERIOUS i need to pass the ice cream watch heart breaker teen flicks type of BLAH i wanna hav some sercurity or stability in my life. I mean i feel as if my entire world is so fake. I need to be real... with WHATEVER. God i swear i moan and groan and bitch about the past and ( Read more... )

Hey u guys~ right now im surrounded in bits of paper that some how may pull me out of my academic slump! Right now im listening to default... wow the lead is so sexy. OoOkKk. Well im gunna go and live my monotone life!woo...woo... pyace sara OH if u wanna reach me IM at :abrcrombiewigga1

hey...im tired and bored so i thought that i would write in this thing. so much is goin on right now. Im listenin to some moronic music that my friend gave me and is irritating my to no end. good grief. Im off to Ashland Oregan in 5 days!!!! YAY! i swear thats sucha awesome place!!! my life is so wound up right now and i dunno... i need to let ( Read more... )