Hello :D ( Read more... )

 okay, ughm so Hi :].

[: and now goodbye.

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FUCK LIFE

the fear catches a glimmer in his eyes.
"You are a child!" he screams, spit flies in the air and his face turns red.
I have child! I cry out, and begin to stand up, to stand for myself.
his face changes, not much, there is still anger, but true horror begins to seep through the wrinkles of his crimson face.
" What?!" he stands above me, towering over ( Read more... )

Your heart beats so loudly, I feel it through your chest.
I lay wrapped in arms, God, my life is a mess.
You smile, you kiss, you rip me apart.
It isn't your fault, it's me, I had given you me heart.
The bruises, the broken self esteem,
the empty promises make me want to bleed.

i miss you, i finally feel emotionless and alone.
crack in the seal, the ( Read more... )

Ode.

I want to cry and I want to be able to breathe and I just want so many things and none of them are happening. 
I am just left to be by myself, let myself consume myself.
and the one person I want so much apart of, is desperately trying to push me as far away as possible.
I think it hurts more to be pushed away than anything else.
I want, god, i ( Read more... )

I know you read this.
YOU ARE IN BIG TROUBLE
not me

So pretty much I started a notebook journal to keep track of myself. I started maybe a couple of days ago and it's pretty ridiculous. Ughm well people have been asking me whats really going on and I can tell you: something not like before ( Read more... )

is dead.