so i pretty much had a strange dream the other night ( Read more... )

i dont like zach anymore.

i like GABRIEL.

laugh at STEPH: hiiiii ( Read more... )

lets throw a big party.

but in the end the party will suck because i'm hurting & only a few people know.
like lydia & jessica & probably michelle.. yea. sucks. but i still want to throw a party.
i think i'd invite a lot of people.

so now that i finally told zach to his face that i like him. i feel like shit.
yes.
i should write how my fucking lovely shitty day went ( Read more... )

if anyone actually knew about my "life" they'd probably throw up & never want to speak to me again.

i just happen to want that.
fuck everyone i know.
i dont need them.

so i have this crush.
on adam.
what shall i do!?


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not only have i found out that i'm totally oblivious to the world.
BUT i also found out that there's no boys that i really want to be with.
go me for being the coolest fucking kid around.
woohoo lets throw the best fucking party AROUND!

we might have a problem with this little 'issue' that i have in mind

what is this.. this............... love... word about?
because i'm starting to think its not true.

i cant please everyone.
i'm terribly sorry.